forever attached.
Can we move on from what was and rise anew?
Is it ever plausible that we can move on from the past even though we made it a terrible place?
Can our sins be forgiven or forgotten, is it even an option?
, many questions do arise but I find the words forever insufficient,. some may say we are what we do not what we think but does it combine what was before we changed or saw a new light to be. we can only hope for what was to cease from the torment of such happenings. there is no way for others to console our hearts or redeem the favour we hold so dear.
I find some awareness to be thought that people may change and I believe it true to be, yet the burn of the past may be hurting too deep for some to ever fully recover from. Unable to move we are imprisoned in our own thoughts of the past. hence we are meant to live in perpetual dissonance and despair. but some may say forgive and forget, but where do I put my heavy bearings unto, who am I to condemn from my stolen peace of mind, and how am I to move on from the residue of what was. many questions do arise so we may say how bad was it, how long did it last and how much time has it been since it last hurt. I find no hope for the sinner if he sought no redemption, and is it even comprehensale that the truth will poor out of the guilty's mouth, and so we are left to question what will be, attached to both the past and the future can only make it a trouble to exist in the present, that is a fight no longer ignored.
...if it was my call and I would relive the victim's emotions and feelings at that moment and if it is doable to figure out their distinct attachment to that memory I would be much more suitable to make a judgment. and so more allegeable to order the indignation to cease and truth shall set us free. otherwise, as a sinner among others like me, I can only hope that whoever I hurt has it in its heart to forgive or that if god or some deity can soothe his wrath inside, to be finally worry-free.
If it was an option I believe many would have it to never hurt yet amidst the chaos of emotions and the trouble of rationalise our actions we may be at fault so if we ever have been compliance the only true remedy would be a time for reconciliation, and if be not just a mere hope for what was to never hinder what is or what will be.
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