failure!

 There is only commitment that sets the weak from the strong, the conqueror from the vanquished. I aim to lead a life full of uncertainties of which I may lead a life full of ambitions as they grow strong and hopeful. I fail at retaining the idea of commitment as it plays some major role in shaping most lives mine included. there could be no resolution in failure only in trying back at it and harder each time. it comes strange to me as I live a life full of privileges and so I'm doomed to lead no life of certain triumph. 

.. there could be a strong intuition in me to be creative yet I'm jailed in walls so high it reaches no light, so hollow it hears no sound, such darkness in my being coming from certain fears and anxieties. I must lead a life full of hope so the discouraged can rise again hopeful, and the terror which led me to chaos is broken and so my touch of insanity. no harm being done either to us or to the other, both which rise only from fallacies, that I shall conquer and be.

I must look fear in the face and face off such glimpses of the battle to come, my fear comes unto me an enemy of the past who both rides in glory and that of which is closer to my heart.it knows me best and I fail at running off its delusions so I'm forever charmed and doomed to be. I fear no man but of which fear me first or so they unfold unto my life as chance forever more happy and surprised. there comes a time when I must look in its eyes to only find myself gazing back full of certainty and commitment maybe full of worry yet no faces so luring that of which only sought me to be free...