I resist!

It proves to be a struggle, the search for money is, as I slowly accumulate the desire to own any properties and be of aid both to myself and my needs I find it hard to gather enough knowledge and resources to abide by my day-to-day habitat. All the meds, food, and all other niceties only show how driven I am for the ideology my country has, as others too, so why did this never-ending chase lead me to the idea that I can make something out of my hobbies, and maybe I can yet the answer I am yet to know. I have decided to channel my energy into creating, only to prevent my own self-destructive habits. Among many I too barked on this mission to raise many out of my interests, in this case, it is money. The search for money never stops, and my look at it will never diminish as it is what controls most realities or at least mine.

Like many before me who tried to abolish the use of money to satisfy our daily dosage to convert it into our own property, I find quite the challenge to rise above his mindset that only sought additional satisfaction, there is no other explanation for my needs other than convincing some part in me that I needn't this luxury while another societal part explicitly showing the opposite to be true. I find it to be quite repulsive this constant need for money yet I am also an active human vessel that needs to function in "the real world", so what sense do I make of this message, that I only decided to stop the quest for monetization on this site as every little move ii make towards creating something that feels authentic to me makes me more fulfilled than money would ever make me, or so I tell myself. I need some time to reflect on this decision and to whoever is interested in my search for both fulfillment and financial stability I tend to direct this message to you; NEVER settle for less than your worth and always attempt the impossible in hopes of the day to come when it will.