on desire....

 There is some sense in desire, some infinite power to it that makes us act upon .there is no hope without desire as one can die long before being put to rest. so that intent that you crave something makes you pursue it, there is no sense in giving up or going for the absurd to run away from life's challenges,  in your journey among other settlers they might say that it is not a matter of challenges to overcome, or goals to pursue, it would only lead to hurt and suffering so why even partake? why should I desire? there is some idiocy in this statement as you forgo the life you have into the void of inactivity and despair. there is meaning in desire as one can attach his whole purpose to it, it is like something ancient installed within us, that fire ignites within one who pursues one or many aspects of life. I find it delusional to try and counter this, that someone may choose to live in a world where there is no desire, yet how can it be when it resides in our own breathtaking, how can we let that be stagnant if we aim for the meaningless of life. yes, thoughts can get quite dim sometimes that make you blind to some hidden truth, thoughts could envelop you out of your designated home, where every little move you make is a fuck you to the absurd. and that is where desire lies for me.

I have no intention of initiating a cult-like following, every little life in the universe is made on self-awareness that makes it easy to act on its own mark, where nothing holds it back anymore as being a child who knows about the infinity of the world yet has no desire to pursue it, so we are blinded with excitement and love until one grows a pair and decides to build his own reality so that ignites his passion into the world, leaving him on the move to seek that purpose or to only chose to live a meaningful good day. there is no sense in adhering to the unknown yet what if the unknown is our home to be? what if we are meant to fall there and inhibit every sense of it? in my struggle I have found that many disagree, and see that no aim is purposeful and all is troublesome, however, I feel like they are blind to their own truth as everything that is them and in between revolves around desire itself, leaving us shackled to this truth, unable to run away so the best course might be just to accept.

there are many philosophies to take part in, and every human being is bound to live life in his own way, even me. so take nothing to heart and tinker among the teachings of the old and wise yet take no form in between as it could be your hook to be attached to, and it may make it hard for you to understand other's perspective as it happened to mine. live and let live yet take no action that would align you with a label, as that can prove the end to you.