Monster: Initiation.

" I had become numb to it. it hasn't affected me since."

 the urge to kill someone must be a nightmare, how would you live faithful to one mission. to eliminate the other.

As we grew together people felt very fond of him, he treated them with such kindness, such compassion that one may forget his demons within, trying to revolt. how could someone so special hold a malice intent into his soul stretched as far as the eye could reach. that was Doctor Tenma, the merciful killer of Japan.

after so many episodes there was a new construction of thought, a new dream rose above the nightmares of Yohan, a dream never left me appaled at such wonders the world has got, how many fools would dream so big yet attain nothing of much avail. how people dream so big yet reach so short a hand into their misery coming forth, that is life playing with death and that is a dagger quite settled into my heart.

the new beginning alight with my continuation of each seeming dream. it all commences with the ill wish for the nightmares to cease, the solemn desire for all of it to dissolve, that began a new journey to the man we once knew, the faithful doctor he once was, all of its depiction only follows a trail of which allows us to experience life anew. a life he never thought he could live. a life deemed miserable to many.

 As a fugitive, he could not see any hope in him running away only to have held the death of Yohan as something bigger than his own resolution. to his own accord, he carries a heavy burden one that holds too much anguish with the blink of an eye all of what was once remarkable to his feats began to emerge onto his new identity. a killer of the now much-needed sweetness of a drink, how much the taste of such idealities had become numb to his senses. That is a dying man waiting for the trigger to be pulled, yet is he the one who is faithful to his cause? is he the man who is faithful to his hunt? A hunter of no avail rather with no rationality other than that is written in his mind? a man must die for humanity to prevail. will he be able to do it? can he continue? As with the passage of the episode, I shall find what the future holds for this new Tenma.

..... and so to live one must be able to die.