Monster: The finale.

 There lies a nameless monster. a monster that has no name, no past, has no present nor a future. there lies a scared child waiting to be held.

 can it see? 

can he hear?

 who am I to call upon him? will I ever see it dear? 

an answer lies beneath the questions. not of quantity but merely unpleasant. 

there lies me and him as both of us come within a totality of them.

 I see!

 I hear! the monster cried aloud. 

I see humans come and go yet will humanity be ever found. Ever so lifeless, ever so tragic and ever so bearing. the monster is me and I see through him. clouded by fear make none a friend nor enemy yet that too come unwilling.

A boy born up to be this man, a nameless man come to be alive, yet where is his identity beneath the rubble of men sinning. I hold the truth. untold and see the shadow unveiled. I see tomorrow as a friend. that too I hold forever reminiscing.

 During the last two episodes, I felt a terror awaiting each passing minute yet with it came anxiety and so hopeless as I am I stopped in mid-journey. how can I be this driven? To finish an idea it must come with a question, what is it I say no more but apart from me coming unyielding. Yohan is indeed lost and Nina in his rescue comes forth yet tears are still dripping

life and death come equal to man, nevertheless one can laugh at first and cry at last.it is still worth living. or so I think!. I share not his ideas nor am I so spoken of it entirely. I am a man, merely a man with faults and ambiguities. I shall be a man nonetheless what part am I killing.

I think to close it with a charade and so I dwell in my head; waiting for the last drop of life to come down sipping. I think to stand aside; man indeed is blind for humanity to come selling.  to what avail, to each, his word and mine dangled in between and so still as a lifeless cadaver came unbound by neither hero nor villain. a broken soul cries aloud and there is me wishful thinking. I watched the word and so I'm driven to finish it and come running, to write such words with meaning in both man and a devil that came in which.