MONSTER: my initiative.

As careless as I came to be only a few projects interested me, igniting my love for experiments. that too came along with my angst for Monster as a work. I too first was able to gather enough will to watch it,  and so my journey commenced.

...Tenma as a character is of too much complexity, therein lies the will for good but the disturbance of evil, as with few Dr Tenma oversees his life for the greater good: helping the sick, caring for the weak, catering for the bereaved, and so with each step towards his utopia one more life is deemed worthy to be saved; or so in his view every life is equal and worth providing for. 

Although, as a man he may lose himself in fighting for the good he never relinquishes that of which life inflicts upon him;only using whatever means he has to shape what he thinks is right, but as with most men he still is subject to evil, and in its initial first minute of seldom weakness, he utters what the monster would see as condemning for the lives of those who oppose him. So he chooses what proper justice he deems necessary for his salvation: DEATH!

--there comes the idea of Johan's monstrosity as we get a glimpse of IT simply by the act of merciless killing, yet with no apparent objective, that is why my interest grew in  his screen time, the very things which the director uses against me as we get little to no appearance of this cynic individual, or so I felt throughout his discourse or so lack thereof.

This series inflect some sadness to my soul and some hurt, as with its complexity come some principles I  must follow to ease the pain, so I might slack in my attempt to close in some ideas on Monster as a psychological work, and as intimate as I might be I can guarantee that my point of view will stand Iout in what judgment I may inflect upon Dr Tenma hence, how I see him through my eyes, no matter how blurry it may get, no matter how hard it shall be I WILL dare fix upon the sight so I barely see.