Danger ahead!

Is it easy to be the bad guy or does it take great sacrifice to become it?

there is no rule book set by the powerful to order morality amongst men, it was never subtle to choose to be the one in the wrong, as it is with most guys, the fear of alienation would make it difficult to inscribe in being bad, or so they tell of it. I find the notion of evil to be quite interesting to study especially in the more available mediums of entertainment and culture-wise tools of pleasure, the one I am interested in is anime. there is a wide multitude of anime to consume yet through your own sense of idealisation and own interest in some genre we can find many works which depict the latter. as the most famous of them all: Attack on Titan. with the lead anti-hero Eren Yeager.

Sometimes being bad is the only good choice left, as entering a mirage of emotions and a magnanimous amount of tribulations. some anime see this notion and apply it to their character development developing an interesting piece of art or a new canon in the entertainment era, so we must think that if the choice is ours would we be able to accept the reality of which you are deemed bad or malicious, even controversial .so to ordain such necessity unto our lives wouldn't seem as a plausible option. in our minds there is a picture so well tailored to depict the idea to perfection, as we see it there is no room for faults or some difficulty, yet applying it to real life makes it a hassle, as in finding out the truth of our choice, being the only option left.

... if so being seen as the bad guy won't just help me order what is fair but to completely ease off the weight of validation and opinions imposed on me. so if one deems it I would choose the harder choice, the choice which will not only make me look bad or deem my whole life unworthy to live, but an opportunity to do what is necessary and feared by the most. A more variable to the equation and so a new path.

Here lays the answer to my question as all that would be needed is a simple choice,  yes or no, either being full of contradiction and malice to some or being seen as the vigilante by others. Only one who serves the higher good, however, may find the possibility of a higher good unreachable since we are often not the ones who deem it to be. a simple change of perspective may guarantee relief from a  whole year of hard insufficient work, so if you are to gamble your reputation away I say choose the most truthful unbiased option, to be finally free, which is left to you to demand.